sooo
I'm tan, I bought 2 awesome sweaters, i'm losing weight, tomorrow is my pedi and there is only 172 and a half days left in Bradenton!


:)

I think about moving every single day, and it honestly puts me at ease.

Im so over VS, MCC, and the people in this town. It's not fun anymore.

I really want to take a trip to NC again. Its been on my mind for like 3 weeks. I miss the atmosphere there. Also shawn comes down soon and i am excited to see him. It will probably be just like how it was last time but ill give him the benefit of the doubt.

I get my foot worked on Monday (thank you jess!). It will be amazing im sure!

off to work aka hell

xo

i am sick, i have an endless cough. i worked 11 hours today and cant walk on my hip. my paycheck was only 250.00 and i owe my ma 240.00 so now im dead broke. my car is messing up again and i hate the town im in. the gooooood news is that i have 6000+ in my mcc account and im going shoooopppin.




xoxo

what a week//////

This week has been a blessing, I swear.

Not only did I not spend a dime on the events I attended, but I recieved so much free stuff from them. I spent it with my main girl, whom I love to peices. This has been such a week. Something I feel like I really needed. I love you Jess for inviting me to these things. You are my best fran fo ever!






I have a crush... and I dont want it :

dear lord, show me the door

okay so im going to be honest with myself. Im not happy.
Every guy that tries to get near me, either pisses me off, turns me off, annoys the hell out of me, or is just a straight up loser. I dont know what kindof person i've become. I feel better about myself telling guys how I honestly feel and not letting that kind of person in my life and all but sometimes I feel like I have no heart toward some people. Then again I dont really care. I just pray that after I get up to Tally and get all my stuff straight, I find someone good. Really good, from the inside kind of good.

Every time I get paid and the more money I have seems to go down the drain faster and faster. I have to save or else I will not be able to move. Money just seems to make everything so frustrating. Getting out of Bradenton will be the cure of my sad heart, I know this, but this having no money is KILLLLLING me.


I will admit, this week has been funn and it's not even over yet.


I pray things change, I need a new door to open.

iwanttoleave

I've come to the terms that scrounging for change is okay.


Whatever helps to get out of this town faster

Monday's just arn't my day